meh-ness

i don't know, it's all such a big...meh.
some people are angry. some people are sad. some don't know what the hell they are. but i'm okay, i swear. things with family are ugly, but that's nothing new. *how can you take back something like that?* it might get better, and that's what i'm hoping for.
things with friends are better just because i'm realizing who are the friends. it's refreshing. and i'm still really looking forward to frightfest!
i can't wait for monday, angel and i are getting together and we're watching the usual suspects. it's gonna be a movie weekend with cheryl tomorrow and angel on monday, sweetness!
going out to bumpers tonight, same as last night and tomorrow night. fun moshing and grinding.
so despite current events and issues, i think that it all might just work out.
(and of course there is chris, who always helps. ^_^)
so good luck, and don't worry about me, i'll make my own "okay".

still me