desperate

okay, hopefully this will be the last post regarding my emo worries about the relationship that ended one of the best friendships that i have ever had. angel has been put as the middle in this war between jon and me, and it is so unfair. i care about angel more that i can ever put down in print, and i didn’t want it to be this way, i didn’t want her to go through this with both of us and deal with all of each of our pain. i know that jon cares about her and that he would never do this to her on purpose. this just happened and no one likes it. angel wants us to sit down and talk. i want to sit down with jon, even if it’s for him to say whatever he wants to say. or to get back something of that friendship that i miss so much. but at least to call some kind of a truce. so angel, the answer to your request, in case you missed the comment posted previously, is that i would like to if it would help end all of this shit. please.