so now it would seem that i live looking for the distractions. and i love friend sex soo much!. i still can't find chris (for his sake he'd better be dead...) but the shows are awesome anyway. i got into something like a bight-fight but it had scratching too, you should see the marks on my back and how sore my neck is! i'm really glad that i'll be working frightfest, the people there are a lot better, i don't have to be someone i don't want to be, just me. and it seems that i can be whoever i need to be, which would be a first. i can't wait.
i wish everyone weren't so upset, be it sad or angry or betrayed or just damn lonely. and i know that a lot of it is because of me. but the thing that i'm starting to realise is that i probably can't fix it and i don't think i could have done anything different to make it not happen, it would have anyway. i guess life's funny like that.
*she says don't worry, you'll be fine, it's only a matter of time*
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