bullet to the brain pan ... squish

*name the movie (see title) and get a cookie*

cuddle your hurt like a baby
hold it to your breast
and let it suckle at the teat
of childish emotions
and spiteful thoughts.
nurture your pain as if
to drain yourself,
and let it consume you.
hug it close,
let it harden and shrink
into that tiny rock
of ever-sustaining,
so very brightly
burning anger

and immolate yourself.