Monday, November 28, 2005

riddle me this...

how do you make love stay?
how do you keep the ones you love? how can i possibly captivate the man of my dreams if he is happy with his wife, no matter that she fucked him over like a pedophile in a preschool? if he is truly happy with her, do i even have the right to try? but if he said that he was happier with me, where do my duties lie? and what about what i want?

how do you make sadness leave?
how do i stop the hurt? how do i get the images of her in his arms and the two of them fucking out of my head? how do i screw on the fake smile if it is broken and i have nothing left? how can i stop picturing the two of them happy with no place for me? how do i find a place for me if she has his heart so tightly clenched? how do you stay friends with someone who has hurt you so much but doesn't know it?

3 comments:

Broken Vings said...

To make love stay that is easy, show the person you love the true feeling of your love and the extent you are willing to go for that love while you keep true to yourself and honest to that person. To make sadness leave on the other hand is slightly harder, for even with the presence of love as long as the cause of the sadness still holds true in your head or heart it will never leave. To make sadness leave you must be willing to solve the original problem that caused it.

hannah said...

oh, but you have no idea how hard solving that original problem can be. the pain and pride involved are usually too much to bear. and that's if you can even break the barrier of comunication.

Broken Vings said...

Thats the thing to make sadness leave you must be willing to let go of pride as well as be willing to face the pain or you will never be able to start to overcome it, and the barrier of comminications I hate to say can be slowly broken down with a word from either side of the situation willing to try to resolve the problem. This could cause more pain but with it it brings a start to solving the saddness.